Welcome Into The Darkness

Hey all, Im another side of Ainnan.. My name, hmm… still Ainnan i guess? Just like to talk about a few things… I always wondered, what is the definition of friend? Seriously, when I parted my ways with my 5-year long friends, I felt like we were distaning, n that I sometimes don’t feel like Im their friend anymore.. But, how could that be, where did all those 5 years went?? It went into trash or Im just de freaking trash?? However, me n my 3 verrrry good friends are still plus-minus the same.. but, in 10 years time? Where would we be..(I wish Im already in grave at that time…) I damn hate changes but that’s what the world is forcing me to take.. Im changed? I dont think soo.. It’s just that I never felt any right moment to show the people the real me… they would banished me I guess.. Hey, that’s not all that bad right?? Shhh!! Stop talking to yourself! Okay, back to the story… Friend story..mm, I think it ends there coz it’s just a wondering moment for me.. Hm, I had a lot to talk about but it ain’t coming out right now, darn it!

Well, the title tells you the story already I guess.. It was 6th November dat day.(wow, its already 10th now..man, time does fly..) Me,Saiha n Fiz decided to wait for the bus.. it was quite long n everybody was talkin s*** bout mtc038 paper.. Da lame sgt tunggu, bus yg sgtla besar tuh xnmpkla jgk bygnye.. So,we changed plan n started to walk back.. Sai lead us to d shortcut path.. N dat’s when I, the 1st one saw 2 police type of dogs.. They were handsome dogs though looked a bit scary.. So, I was like, oh my God! N we were all starting to blurb things like don’t run, walk slowly back.. The dogs were staring at us and suddenly started running towards us, it was a slow pace run though, thank Goodness.. So, Fiz and Saiha ran like hell.. What was so damn funny is, Saiha, who was having a fever ran like a marathon runner leaving me n Fiz. Xbley blanhye, Fiz was wearing high heels n she looked funny running with it.. I was at d back of course, left way behind to have the 2 handsome dogs for myself…Hahaha! Sakit blakang maa… Nyways, I managed to runaway but the distance between me n the dogs was near.. Imagine this headings in the Star "3 UiTM Students Being Chased By Dogs, 1 - Now in the Hopsital"  That would be damn funny and embarassing of course, duhh…! It was a fun experience though… lest i was caught.. huhu!

Yesterday was the day of total emotional unstability.. Thanks to learning of mtc016..or, malaysian politics and government. I outburtsted terribly…Mmule me n my roommates yumi n saiha study dlm kekurangbetulan kpale hotak…n den, I couldn’t stand my feelings longer when my mom called.. She said the word "exam" that suddenly completely separates my brains..I remembered that Ive forgotten most of the things that Ive studied n read like almost 5 tmes n some topics,more..I cried like hell coz sedey sgt.. I pk, where have I done wrong..? Nk kate tgk pornographic xde, tgk guys byk sgt pon x(serious kay..), minum air gas, xde..mkn asam, lame da x sntuh asam..Felt so frustrated..don’t know with who.. So, after hanging up the phone, I went to the toilet n cried.. yg xbley blahnye, I gi ‘pandai’ sgt bkak shower n ‘mandi’ dgn baju n sluar! "pandainyee!!" bengongla time tuh.. blk bilik mnggigil pastu trpaksela gi basuh n keringkan baju n sluar yg basah..kn da jd satu keje bod**… After saying sorry to all my roommates for my behaviour, I okla sket… Tried to study, xmau msk.. Tried to sleep xmau tido…ntahlah…What life am I leading???

Here’s a new post on my blog since quite a while.. Duhh, da kate final exam.. Nyways, got a new experience on Tuesday.. Guess what, on the day of my 1st exam, it was english paper.. it rained like crazy I tell u..seriously.. Man, people yg pakai payung pon lenjun imagine.. The rain came in every direction n the guys in my same course n batch were around n we were like trying to hide from the rain helplessly but failed, obviously.. Gile3x lebatla dat day, I dont know why.. Then de bus was soaking wet, our condition was like what this person dat I know said, "macam baru lps berenang".. Klaka lar after thinking about it now.. But at that time, I was freaking out though I dont know with who.. Ah, yes, my university for helding our darn exam outside the university, sounds illogical I know.. Da tuh, buat exam dlm dewan yg psg aircond cm dlm fridge kt bhg atas tuh, bhg sejuk beku.. Gilo ar!!! I honestly, had to take 10 minutes before I could move my fingers to write my answers.. Dala lenjun, duk dlm aircond sejuk beku.. Nasib soalan not so hard but I gile3x could’ve done better..especially de essay yg agk kacangla,yela tajuk die write an article on advantages of team-building camp..duhh? da bg points lak tuh.. I so am mad about it!